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contrast day (Itz ment4L)

Created on Sat, 17 Aug 2024 01:14:10 GMT

A day of chudding with my mom. Talks of far away dreams and ambitions they dont even feel like of this world or let alone my own claims so far, yet in reaching distance. Talks of lofty dreams, the things, the way it ought, ect... A serenity of water so pure its oppressive in the best way possible. air so clear all Interluded by a boy of 5-6 and a older sister of 9 playing in the water a blinding image of purity and of such love any one past puberty i doubt could revive or give its chillnessness lost to us. then a ride home, separation from correctness of being, although not for long. Familiarity, conformable. Known place, home adjacent. a call from a part of you so autonomous it hold its own face, invite, action, mission, talk, be, walk, listen to rhythm music and try not to vomit as you hear the first note, smell retard stench, follow the cheap dead yellow lights of the city as they show the streets at their worst, separation again awkward for some reason Solitude, hate of sweat distress over lost purity of the day general malaise of the "Known place, home adjacent." let winter come, ill be a morning person i promise! Ill have friends

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