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in New Vegas (Itz ment4L)

Created on Mon, 19 Aug 2024 19:17:39 GMT

when you torrent (Breath air) a great work weather it be a game or a song or a book it is once duty to sink at least two or maybe tree days into it (semi) religiously. And such i did do with Fallout new vegas i went on on my playthrough reaching new-vegas ingratiating myself with the world dreaming of it in my bed waking wondering if i ever did sleep or was i just continuously playing it. Then playing the lonesome world dlc entering a concentrated world, it peering through me. It was a holy quest for the developers to make the best possible image of loss so vividly, it convinced you of its reality/potentiality. The talk with Ulysses. The change i gained was unfelt within myself but it was there the walk through the cavernous ruins of fallen angels desires that left me scared, truly scared in the knowledge that every man no matter how good of intent was able to bring a Trojan on to his own land that would spell the end so terrifying he would forget his own mother given name. and so my cyber character crawled out of the ruins trudging through the wastes seemingly dead from the pain that he wrecked and kept wreckeding (JEEZ THIS GUY CANT CATCH A BREAK HIS LIFE SUCKS! WHY DID I PLAY ON?) as the lands became more known to him or me, the tiresomeness grew the disgusts of the lost world, and the disgust of losing a world, and the yearning for an escape increased i sought a way to leave the lands of New-Vegas and so i went onto the 2nd dlc quest a quest to another cave, into another canyon another yet not defaced by man. The new canyon was bright clear, pure of dusty wind and abhorrent creatures a GRADEN where men were more primitive but where he was purer his eyes as clear as the water he drank. Not to my character though he didnt know it find the heaven of the KANAN-ites trrue he was it as fake as untrue as low resolution, low textures resolution obvious to them the quest tedious, he\i was anxious proclaimg the world to be doubly fake disturbed by its purity. throwing it all away i screamed through quests not giving A FAKKKK 4 any 1 or anything. Happily settling on the worst ending i could find in the i quickly took my opportunity and ran through murdering the salt toed guys, not even remembering why just knew it would return me closer back to the dessert where cars were struned broken with skeletons still in them! and thats what i wanted such are the rambling of a poisoned man, who carries the package that the courier once carried into the abyss. (the package was never real!) ps: (im NOT an overly emotional, fat, 30 year old loser. I am a skinny, tall, 19 year old, dissociated, loser (10 years left!))

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